The Realization of Self Love

 These days are flyin and yet there are so many minor powerful changes occurring. Everything feels right and I am able to emote and nourish myself well. I am grateful for the space and the permission to put my emotional wealth first.  yesterday i did the dream affirmations day 1 audio and exercise. It was really nice with the exercise to write out my experiences on the day that I have my key to my dream house.  I can see myself truly embodying the person that I am.  Today Dylan James talk on being the solution was incredible... best quote "getting what you wan is a byproduct of being the version of yourself that can have it." this tells me to give yourself permission to have it.  whenever you hit a block.. create beliefs and outcomes that show that you overcome that block. and embody the person who overcame that block.  with the dream house for me it is about being the person who has the income to have it. So not only do i hae to be the version of me that h...

 So muh will be manifested in these next 10 days i'm simply bracing myself for it all.  some self care that i wanted to add and i forgot to is  eye strain work  vaginal skin care treatments scalp care for me and nya and helpin nya with her routines.  SEASONAL AESTHETICS for easy transitions.  As the weekend approaches it is a reminder for the coming season ahead.  The Summer time was Syracuse Pools  The FALL /autumn will be fashion and routines, pumpkin spice lattes, and beautiful breeze at Thornden park  I am reminding myself that seasons are chance to reconnect to my alignment with a new environment of culture and possibilities.  I feel this fall/autumn season that the possibilities with be endless.  As this summer time was a time to emotionally regulate and overall regulation of system to settle into our dream life and to EMBODY who i really am 

 Today is day 1 of the new manifestation challenge.  I must say that over the past 3 challenges the biggest thing that has changed for me is having a more consistent mood of feeling good... yes there are moments when i will feel shitty but i let the emotions come up, i take care of myself, i coax myself with the right words instead of beating myself up...and so the last 3 challenges has been rooted work in really BEING HER.  This manifestation challenge I am working on major movement.  #1 I will be locking in on a new affirmations " I AM THE NEW RAP QUEEN POP STAR"  every affirmation up till now i have changed it up.. so this time i'm going to stick with just this for the most part.  #2 I'm doing great on TWERKING, I would like to lock into daily MAKEUP skills like i did with twerking.  Creating with excellence needs more simplicity ... so I will be focusing on following my 14 day schedule of HIGH PERFORMANCE MUSIC ARTIST HABITS.... and this calendar w...

 I'm so grateful this new house is mine all mine. I have all the space and time to color my life and it is amazing jawdropping.  I left everyone who doubted me back in my smoke...i wish them well.  its now time for me build it the way i want to..my life that is.  i have all the space and time and flow and energy to fill it up with my visions and projects.  who would've thought it would be so easy for me to afford a place like this? im proud of myself for becoming a reliable, responsible and highly competent individual.  i'm proud of myself for becoming a highly professional individual who is respected in her field and the results show that. i'm proud of myself for becoming a much needed individual of this society and my home reflects that 

 When they say the boring is the part that creates the amazing opportunities during these 2 weeks i embraced my dynamics of when I was really vital vs when I needed rest. This was powerful for me to address my weaknesses as they revealed to me when i was wobble. Now I decide I don't wobble because i'm a catcher of when my weaknesses show up that i can almost instantly correct and keep myself on the the path to the destination.  my robotic affirmations for 1k in my account was 4771  i did my twerk out classes almost everyday and my goodness this has really enhanced my mornings, my mood, my confidence and my fitness... i'm going to keep going 

 I've been making 1000 dollars from this everytime  i can't believe how easy it was to tap into my riches  I've been easily making 1000s of dollars it feels illegal but its so legit  i just made another 1000 dollars now that i know i can make money like this my life is set  I just made another 1000 dollars now that i know i can make money like this my life is secure  my life is secure now i have an abundance in 1000 deposits everytime  ive tapped into my true value and now i am unstoppable  the journey to find this kind of value was about unapologetically creating, trusting myself, and cultivating a vision of impact  i feel like i finally cracked my own code i've embodied the version of me that makes 1000s of dollars at a time  i found the frequency that brings me my riches by tapping into my creativity and believing in its value  now i can freely create and know it will land financially  financially doesn't even matter to my c...

 I can see the $1000 in my account and I am so excited Now that i know i can make money like this...my life just got way easier.  I am so excited to spend this money and thrive in my life with this new found income stream.

      i AMLIVING IN THE END. I have this $1000 and i cannot wait to pay off what i need to and to buy all of the things that i want to! I am excited to have all these things as these will elevate what i've already been doing. now that i know i can make money in this way I am assured I can live my life with ease and certainty. 

 Theres nothing more important to me than taking a moment each day to really be present and to be thankful for life.  I do recognize a cycle of doing so much for others and then being shamed and guilty about being resentful after I have given so much. I am using this entry to bring a light to this pattern and cycle so that I can bring it to an end. 

 I feel deeply connected to the feminine auras.  I feel like i've stepped into a soft life like the ones i see on social media. Maybe my 3D doesn't reflect that but my being does.  My twerk classes are a new addition that I didn't know I needed. Its healing properties are instant and I feel this is contributing to my feminine auras getting stronger.  Its just easy to see exactly what is right for me. And that scares others... i don't blame them... it scares me lol  i see myself getting irritated with my daughter for resting.. but maybe she is actually holding my hand as we walk into this softer life together.  a life we always were living but now its time to give the permission to live it without any worries or stress if that is a gift i can give her it will be a strength for her that I will be relieved that she has.  for a minute today i realized how the 3D doesn't really change... its US we change and then how we see the 3D can change... we can see p...

 coasting well...  i can't believe how easy i was to get this $!000 now that i see where i am valuable i can double down i see myself being protected by. a pink whitish cloud of the aura of love  i see my life being paced at something unique and unfamiliar  i see things happening for me now... not to me and its freeing 

 TOday I woke up with the aura love unconditional love all around me...  I was able to tap into frequencies and thoughts that covered me nurtured me... I feel I am here. I feel I have arrived to the KINGDOM.  tHE 3D HAS LOWER FREQUENCIES AND DENSITIES THAT HAVE ME CURRENTLY IN MY FEAR BODY.  I am already on my way with improving that and this new project is going to set a new course of living a certain way of life for me that I could only dream about.  Having these new assignments, are jobs that are propelling me into the lifestyle where I can afford anything I want but what is most honorable and i'm so grateful is that I can use my power to do what I want I can unleash my creativity and build something which in fact is also building within me to handle the 3D like a millionaire would.  the ideas and thought patterns of wanting to go back do not serve me anymore... the ideas and thoughts to go forward are the most exciting and vital to my life's fulfillment...

 i CAN FEEL MY PERONALITY CHANGING.. i see aspects of myself that I see my personality alone was keeping me from..  things aren't happening to me but through me.. i have power cause i respect authority. most especially my own.  doing chloe ting has me enjoying facing my weaknesses and doing something about them.  I'VE DECIDED TO DO WHAT I SHOULD'VE DONE IN MY 20s now in my 40s.. i want to get dressed and decked out everyday i can catch when i am moving from a plave of desperately needing or being needy vs. knowing and creativity 

 At this point Manifestation is a way of life... In the last manifestation the focus was on manifesting a dream house... i was able to ACT on it by creating the 14 day challenge which is even more acting in my life so I am excited.  I am so proud of myself in confronting the issues showing up and doing my best to self regulate and get back on track and in alignment. So much has happened over the past 2 weeks that was like the roots securing themselves in the ground. I accomplished being consistent with most of the challenges... 2 of them I didn't do.  a. chloe ting for 14 days check and on going  b. robotic affirmations for 14 days check and on going i aimed for 10k, I got 6298 affirmations  c. booty strength and fitness for 14 days check and on going d. sleeping better for 14 days <--- this is the only thing i didn't do  e. create with excellence for 14 days yes i did this  f. millionaire home interaction challenge for 14 days working on it  I...

 Its crazy how fast 14 days go...  these 14 days have brought me epic harvesting of my time and excellence, my plans of artfulness and my confidence to make it happen... i've developed a life of doing the boring things ... and a colorful profession that once all the boring things are done... i have excellent productions to procure and post.  i faced my triggers as the person I am becoming and I have been able to nourish myself on a deep level as well as assuring myself that the old reality is dissolving.  These next 14 days i have a knowing that it is about to all come in at once..as i put my foot to the ground.. i have a new found inspiration and motivation to carry me 14 days and beyond!  ...

 Havin breakthroughs instead of break downs.  these are the greatest weeks because I am facing the world with my new state of being.  choosing to be strong rather than succumb to fears that i can't have it all i keep reminding and searching for the new truths that say i can  i respect the muscle that needs to be built.  and as i stand in that respect more clarity and gifts are being presented to me.  now i'm rehearsing again and sticking to my schedle if not perfectly but devoted.  as there is nothing left but to do what i say i will. 

 I keep reminding myself that this is the best week of my life..and today I feel it entering... i feel the discord and the conflict being obstacles for me to dodge as i come to the realization that it really is the best week of my life..and every week thereafter... omg... yesterday i acknowledged that I completed my chloe ting challenge! i know there is so much change and i can barely see it... not unless i looked back and calculated each day.... just like a weight loss challenge things are changing ... but you can't see it from day to day.. you just keep going for the exercises and one day youre gonna look back and see yeah... you came a long way! omg  applied pressure to your reality to change... is really changing you and after a certain amount of time you develop a muscle which is like a knowing.  today i acknowledged my knowing... i can feel more of its confidence as it relaxes my body as it tells me everything is going to be okay remember?  today i knew my know...