The Realization of Self Love

 THE CITY OF ORIENTATION  I'VE AQUIRED THE GIFT OF ORIENTATION... I REALIZED I GOT LOST IN THE NEED TO BE FLASHY.. THANKS TO MY SISTERS. I WAS ABLE TO REMEMBER THAT. I ORIENTATED BACK TO WHEN I STARTED AND OWNED THE TRUTH OF WHAT WAS REALLY COMPELLING ME EMOTIONALLY.  WHATS MORE IMPORTANT IS THE IMPRINT OF USING YOUR INNER WORLD,  YOUR PERSONAL INNER DARKNESS FINDING ITS LIGHT AND BRINGING IT OUT AS THE GIFT OF ORIENTATION.... RATHER THAN TRYING TO IMPRESS ANNYONE.. ITS THE MEMOIRS OF A DOORMAT.. LOL  WHERE I FOUND MY TRUTH.  THIS IS A REMINDER THAT THE WEAPONS THESE NIGGAS TRIED TO FORM AGAINST ME WILL NEVER PROSPER.  IM SO IN MY TRUTH NOW.. THE ONLY THING IS TO KEEP THE COURSE NO MATTER WHAT IS GOING ON.  I HAVE A BLUEPRINT THAT I AM CONSTANTLY PERFECTING. I BELIEVE IN WHAT I AM DOING.  I WONT FALTER TO FLIGHT EVEN IF IT COMES UP IN ME... I WILL REGULATE AND GET BACK INTO THE DREAM HOUSE... THE DREAM TEMPLE I CREATED FOR MYSELF.. BECAUSE IT...

GRO WITH JO in  THE MORNING   &  AFTERNOON  Annabelle Hayes worksheet -  AFTERNOON   A SMOOTHIE & 1 Vegetable side a day! for  AFTERNOON  AND  EVENING  ROUTINES.  Dream HOUSE AFFirIMATIONS - MORNING AFFIRMATIONS & AFTERNOON TASKS HAIR ROUTINES -  FIRST THING IN THE  EVENING gro with jo 14 DAY abs challenge  daily glamour mirror / magicaol affirmatinons KITTY KARE  CHLOEBAILEY WORKSHEET  RAP PRINCESS WORKSHEET SET UP ONE MASSAGE A WEEK SET UP ONE COFFEE DATE A WEEK SIGN UP FOR LICENSE COURSE  ITS MOVE IN DAY! I FEEL REGULATED, AT PEACE, ORGANIZED, HAPPY, RELAXED.. GRATEFUL. 

 OMG WHEN I STEPPED INSIDE OF MY NEW HOME, I DANCED AROUND LIKE AYYYYY SO EXCITED THAT I DID THIS!  I WALK STRAIGHT INTO THE KITCHEN AND I JUST HUG ON THE COUNTERS. THE DETAILS OF HOW I'M ABLE TO FLOW FROM THE KITCHEN TO MY OTHER AREAS OF THE HOUSEHOLD. I'M SO HAPPY.  IT FEELS SACRED. IT FEELS SAFE AND SECURE. IT FEELS NORMAL AND BORING, AND STEADY. IT FEELS LIKE A HAPPY PLACE.  OKAY, TONIGHT I WANT TO HAVE DRINKS! AND GO GET TAKEOUT AND PUT UP THE COUCH AND THE BEDS IN THE ROOMS, SET THE INTERNET UP AND GET SOME OF OUR BATHROOM TOILETRIES OUT. EEEEEEEEKKKKK  YES A NEW RUG FOR THE LIVING ROOM WE ALREADY BOUGHT THE NEW COUCH AND THE BED BEFORE WE GOT HERE. I'M PLANTING THE INTENTION OF SAFETY, WARM AND CALM VIBES. A SPACE TO FEEL COMPLETELY YOURSELF AND CLEAN AND HARMONY FILLED. YOU WALK AROUND AND JUST SMILE AT HOW CHARMING IT IS. YOU HAVE MORE CHARM IN YOUR LIFE... ITS SECURING US SO WE CAN GROW AND DEVELOP, ALL THREE OF US. ITS OURS.  I'M BECOMING A REAL ...

 TODAY IS A DAY OF GREAT POTENTIAL!  GRO WITH JO in  THE MORNING   &  AFTERNOON  Annabelle Hayes worksheet -  AFTERNOON   A SMOOTHIE & 1 Vegetable side a day! for  AFTERNOON  AND  EVENING  ROUTINES.  Dream HOUSE AFFirIMATIONS - MORNING AFFIRMATIONS & AFTERNOON TASKS HAIR ROUTINES -  FIRST THING IN THE  EVENING gro with jo 14 DAY abs challenge  daily glamour mirror / magicaol affirmatinons KITTY KARE  CHLOEBAILEY WORKSHEET  RAP PRINCESS WORKSHEET SET UP ONE MASSAGE A WEEK SET UP ONE COFFEE DATE A WEEK SIGN UP FOR LICENSE COURSE 

 I LIKE TO CHANGE MY BED EVERY SEASON I HAVE MULTIPLE SUPPLIES TO KEEP THE BED CLEAN INCLUDING CHANGING IT EVERY 5 TO 7 DAYS LINEN SPRAY AND VACUUMS FOR CRUMBS AND I'M BIG ON GETTING MY DAUGHTER TO TREAT HER BED THE SAME AND FINDING MEANING IN TENDING TO IT WELL.  CAUSE IF YOU CAN MAKE YOUR BED EVERY MORNING THEN YOU ARE FORTUNATE AND BLESSED 

GRO WITH JO in  THE MORNING   &  AFTERNOON  Annabelle Hayes worksheet -  AFTERNOON   A SMOOTHIE & 1 Vegetable side a day! for  AFTERNOON  AND  EVENING  ROUTINES.  Dream HOUSE AFFirIMATIONS - MORNING AFFIRMATIONS & AFTERNOON TASKS HAIR ROUTINES -  FIRST THING IN THE  EVENING gro with jo 14 DAY abs challenge  daily glamour mirror / magicaol affirmatinons KITTY KARE  CHLOEBAILEY WORKSHEET  RAP PRINCESS WORKSHEET SET UP ONE MASSAGE A WEEK SET UP ONE COFFEE DATE A WEEK SIGN UP FOR LICENSE COURSE  DAY ONE IS HERE! LETS CRUSH THIS!  DAYV OF DREAM HOME AFFIRMA GOT MY DREAM HOME AND I AM ORDERING MY FURNITURE FIRST AND WE DO SEVERAL TARGET TRIPS.. WE SEE THE RECEIPTS AND WE SMILE WE CAN AFFORD IT AND THEN SOME!!!  WE AT THE COFFEE SHOP ORDERING NEW THINGS.... AND MIXING MUSIC BECAUSE I AM SO IN DEMAND!!!  I AM ORDERING ALL THE THINGS FOR MY OFFICE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO GET STARTED I...

GRO WITH JO in  THE MORNING   /  AFTERNOON  Annabelle Hayes worksheet -  AFTERNOON   A SMOOTHIE & 1 Vegetable side a day! for  AFTERNOON  AND  EVENING  ROUTINES.  GRO WITH JO BOOTY WORKSHEET  AFTERNOON  / EVENING **** Dream HOUSE AFFirIMATIONS -  AFTERNOON  ROUTINES.  1 HOUR SATURATION SESSIONS  THE MORNING ***** 1X MAKE IT ANOTHER ELI POP STAR BOYS IN NY - DAILY - r&b series day 5 HAIR ROUTINES - 20MIN IN  MORNING  AND/OR FIRST THING IN THE  EVENING RIFFING WORKSHEETS & RAP PRINCESS DRILLS FOR MONDAY TO BE MADE ON MONDAY next cycle: gro with jo abs challenge prep fr dec daily glamour mirror / magicaol affirmatinons now that i have my dream home, i am comfortably able to move with ease through my day. i trust myself when its time to work that i'm a hard worker.. but most of my days at home are the ease of relaxation and creating a soulful environment for things to grow ou...

 I AM MOVING THROUGH MY ROUTINE SO MANY AMAZING IDEAS ARE COMING TO ME I'M READY LET THE PARTY BEGIN1  NOW THAT I HAVE MY DREAM HOME I HAVE A WHOLE SPACE FOR MY CAREER I HAVE A BIG CLOSET SPACE FOR ALL MY CLOTHES / COSTUMES ETC I HAVE A CLEAN AND ORGANIZED SPAVCE AND 'M SO COZY AND COMFORTABLE MOST DAYS I AM SO DEEPLY INDULGENT IN MY SELF CARE... I AMOFTEN DEEPLY IN MY CREATIVITY OR DEEPLY IN CARING FOR MY SELF MY SKIN MY MUSCLES MY NUTRITION AND MY FULL PHYSIQUE  I SPENT LAVISHLY ON MYSELF AND THOSE I LOVE. I AM SECURE AND WEALTHY. THIS IS THE VERSION OF ME I LOVE. THE ME THAT GIVES ME PERMISSION TO HAVE HEAVEN ON EARTH  GRO WITH JO in  THE MORNING   /  AFTERNOON  Annabelle Hayes worksheet -  AFTERNOON   A SMOOTHIE & 1 Vegetable side a day! for  AFTERNOON  AND EVENING ROUTINES.  GRO WITH JO BOOTY WORKSHEET  AFTERNOON  / EVENING **** Dream HOUSE AFFirIMATIONS -  AFTERNOON  ROUTINES.  1 HO...

 DREAM HOME DAY 2  I HAVE THE HABITS OF A DREAM LUXURY HOMEOWNER  I HAVE THE HABITS OF A DREAM LUXURY HOMEOWNER I HAVE THE HABITS OF A DREAM LUXURY HOMEOWNER  I HAVE THE HABITS OF A DREAM LUXURY HOMEOWNER I HAVE THE HABITS OF A DREAM LUXURY HOMEOWNER  I HAVE THE HABITS OF A DREAM LUXURY HOMEOWNER  I HAVE THE HABITS OF A DREAM LUXURY HOMEOWNER I HAVE THE HABITS OF A DREAM LUXURY HOMEOWNER  I HAVE THE HABITS OF A DREAM LUXURY HOMEOWNER  DREAM HOME DAY 3  IS THE EVENING AND I'VE SLAVED ALL DAY IN THE STUDIO COMING UP WITH AMAZING BOPS. I'M SO HAPPY BUT OVERDUE FOR A SELF CARE RITUAL ... SO I THROW ALL MY CLOTHES OF.. TURN ON SOME AFFIRMATIONS OR DYLAN JAMES AND SOAK IN A WARM TUB BATH. IT FEELS DESERVED AND INDULGENT. I FEEL SO GRATEFUL SUBMERGED IN BUBBLES... TAKING CARE OF ME. I KNOW I AM BLESSED EVERYDAY TO LIVE A LIFE LIKE THIS.. AND I DO NOT TAKE IT FOR GRANTED.  I FEEL THE RESPONSIBILITY TO DO THE GREAT THINGS WITH MY GIFTS, MY PLATFO...

 ONE OF THE THINGS I LOVE MOST ABOUT MY LIFE IS SHOPPING! I GET TO SHOP FOR MYSELF AND FOR MY WORK.  I SHOP OFTEN 1-2X A WEEK  AND I HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY TO KEEP MYSELF IN A BUDGET OF SELF CARE AND INVESTMENT. I ALSO LOVE SHOPPING FOR MY FAMILY.  I LOVE SEEING HOW MY BUDGET RISES EVERY WEEK! IT IS A DREAM LIFE I TELL YOU. 

GRO WITH JO in THE MORNING / AFTERNOON  Annabelle Hayes worksheet - AFTERNOON   A SMOOTHIE & 1 Vegetable side a day! for AFTERNOON AND EVENING ROUTINES.  GRO WITH JO BOOTY WORKSHEET AFTERNOON / EVENING  Dream HOUSE AFFirIMATIONS - AFTERNOON ROUTINES.  1 HOUR SATURATION SESSIONS THE MORNING  NATURAL HAIR STYLING AND HAIR CARE - EVENINGS  ELI POP STAR BOYS IN NY - DAILY  KEEP RELAXING INTO YOUR CREATIVE LIFESTYLE! YOU DID GREAT LAST 14 DAYS..KEEP GOING! RELAX... THE OBSESSION IS GONE NOW... U CAN RELAX..THE DESPERATION IS NOT HERE ANYMORE... YOU MADE IT.  last counter 3128 in 14 days "I FEEL LIKE A SUPERSTAR" this time goal is 10,000 in 14 days ******* I LIVE A CREATIVE LIFE.. WINTER VISIONS  MORNING - GET UP AND WORKOUT, SHOWER, GET DRESSED, MAKE BREAKFAST, ENJOY DAUGHTER IN THE MORNING, MAKE MY BED, CLEAN WORK AREA, TAKE HER TO SCHOOL (ABOUT 1.5-2 HRS) GO TO CAFE AND SOCIAL ENGAGE, (30MIN) TRANSIT AND DO SINGING OR RAP DRILL...